Thursday, 08 November 2012 31st week Ord. Time
Holy Gospel of Jesus Christ according to Saint Luke 15:1-10. Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus, but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, saying, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."
This morning, the commentary on the Mass from MAGNIFICAT was unusual,
An
excerpt from Robinson Crusoe c. 6&7 by Daniel Defoe (+ 1731).
Robinson Crusoe and Man Friday |
MAGNIFICAT - MEDITATION OF THE DAY
Joy
over the Repentant Sinner
While
I was thus gathering strength, my thoughts ran exceedingly upon this Scripture,
"I will deliver you"; and
the impossibility of my deliverance lay much upon my mind, in
bar of my ever expecting it; but as I was discouraging myself with such
thoughts, it occurred to my mind that I poured so much upon my deliverance from
the main affliction, that I disregarded the deliverance I had received, and
I was as it were made to ask myself such questions as these - viz. Have
I not been delivered, and wonderfully too, from sickness - from
the most distressed condition that could be, and that was so frightful to me?
And what notice had I taken of it? Had I done my part? God had delivered me,
but I had not glorified him - that is
to say, I had not owned and been thankful for that as a deliverance; and how
could I expect greater deliverance? This touched my heart very much; and
immediately I knelt down and gave God thanks aloud for my recovery from my
sickness.
In the morning I
took the Bible; and beginning at the New Testament, I began seriously to read
it, and imposed upon myself
to read a while every morning and every
night; not tying myself to the number
of chapters, but long as my thoughts should engage me. It was not long after I set seriously to this work till I found my heart more deeply and sincerely affected with the wickedness of my past life. The impression of my dream revived; and the words, "All these things
have not brought you to
repentance", ran seriously through my thoughts. I
was earnestly begging of God to give me repentance, when it happened providentially, the very day, that, reading
the Scripture, I came to these words: "he is exalted a Prince and a Saviour, to give repentance and to give remission." I threw down
the book; and with my heart as well as m¥ hands lifted up to heaven, in a kind of ecstasy
of joy, I cried out aloud, "Jesus, you Son of David! Jesus,
you exalted Prince and Saviour! Give me repentance!"
This was the first time I could say, in the true sense
of the words, that I prayed in
all my life; for now I prayed with a sense of my condition, and a true Scripture view of hope, founded on the encouragement of the Word of God; and from
this time, I may say, I began to hope that
God would hear me.
Now
I began to construe the words mentioned above, "call on me, and I will deliver you", in a different sense from what I had ever done before; for then I had no notion of anything being called deliverance, but my
being delivered from the captivity I was in; for though I was indeed at
large in the place, yet the island was certainly a prison
to me, and that in the worst sense in the world. But now I learned to takeit in another sense: now I looked back
upon my past life with such horror, and my sins appeared so
dreadful, that my soul sought nothing
of God but deliverance from the load of guilt that bore down
all my comfort. As for my solitary life, it was nothing.
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